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Tatapan dalam dan tajam menusuk setiap mata yang balas memandangnya
Sosok yang teguh berdiri walaupun raga terlihat ingin roboh ke bumi
Suara yang menggelegar menggema ke setiap ruangan kosong di jiwa
Semangat yang membara terpancar dari pribadi yang berdiri tepat dihadapanku

Ketulusan menyelinap di setiap kata yang dikeluarkan
Rasa iba dan prihatin ditularkan pada telinga yang setia mendengarkan
Kharisma menyeruak keluar dari setiap tetesan keringat yang mengalir di dahi

Ku hanya bisa terkesima mengikuti langkah ceritanya
Mataku menggenggam erat sosoknya
Menyerap segenap laku dan tindak tanduknya
Berharap dapat mengejawantahkan mimpi yang terkubur di asa

G
Di gerbong KRL menuju stasiun Sudirman
27 Februari 2018

Hanya satu

Semakin ku pikir semakin abu abu
Semakin ku peras otakku semakin kabur pandanganku
Ku sadari hatiku dipenuhi rasa ragu
Melihat jauh ke depan dengan tatapan lesu

Hanya satu pilihanku
Serahkan semua kepada Yang Empunya Waktu
Berikan segenap asa kepada Sang Pemberi Restu
Bukan tak mungkin pahitnya kenangan diubah menjadi semanis madu

G
Depok 
27 Februari 2018

kali pertama

seyummu yang ramah
menghangatkan di tengah terpaan angin malam
nada suaramu yang ceria
renyah dan selalu melihat sisi terbaik dari dunia
terima kasih malam, untuk kali pertama ku jumpa dia

Depok, 10 Februari 2018

Day 33 - new friend, new adventure

Hi life,

Today, is my first Monday in February, month of L.O.V.E
Maybe for you it sounds cheessy, but I don't really care...LOL
However, today I want to thank due to the new friend I have. We just met in an job setting. However, we quite fit in, and since we have the same background job n experience, so we can talk to each other freely. You can say that we talk in the same frequency.
It's always nice to meet someone new - which is not annoying, so I hope this frienship could continue in the future.

Ciao
(^～^)
G

Day 32 - finding the answer

Hi Sunday folks,

Have you ever had some questions pounding in your mind over and over again?
I have that one, now. The question about my ability to cope in any situation related to my future relationship.
I don't know whether I am able or not. Wondering the possibility to give up or to give in.
However, since today, eventually the answer is starting to be clear. It's not the whole picture yet, but at least I get a sense of itm The answer is to live with peace of mind. To be peace with anything you will face in the future. Worrying all the time will not do any good, but to have a peaceful heart will do.
The fact is, we will never know what the future will hold. But, as long as we know who will hold our hand, we can be at peace.

Peace and love,
G

Day 27th - a friend in need is a friend indeed

Dear you,

Today was a hectic day. My schedule is packed and it's quite tiring - imagine talking around 7 hours. Yes, my job is requiring so much talking and listening.

I will not go on and on about how tiring today was. But, I am thankful that today I met my friend, my very best friend until now. Our friendship began in college. We to the same major and entered the same office, until I resigned last year and we hardly met afterwards.

We talked about here and there, mostly about her burden and problem recently. It was not long actually, but we agreed that we missed the moment to talk n laugh n cry with each other. So, we should spend more time with each other in thr future. However, I am thankful that I have met her and had the opportunity to share our life together. During our friendship - which lasted about 11 years, I learnt lots from her and I hope I also contributed something in her life. I hope that our path will still cross with each other.

Ciao,
G

Day 26th - back to the future

Hello my fellow friend..

I know I jump very long this time.. I try to retrieve my memory on the the day I did not write the story, but I failed. I try to wrap up the past stories, but I don't think iy will work for me. I am just to lazy. And my excuse is I don't have much time.
So, I decide to move on, to write today's story.

I am grateful that today I am having (yes, it is still ungoing) an insightful conversation with my fellow friend from college. I share my dreams and concern about my planning to get my master degree. She is quite helpful to find my inner strength and passion.Though, for the last one, it is still an ongoing process.

Very grateful to have a friend who is willingly helping me, though it is only through messenger application. And, I believe this conversation has some purpose for me, in my next future life.

Good nite.
G